You were always there


You were always there

Before I knew you, I was lost and felt so alone,
I was chasing my own dreams
and my desires were my only throne.
Yet you were always there, how could I have known?
Chaos at my left, confusion at my right
battles I fought day and night,
demons around me always ready to pick a fight.
Yet you were always there at my side.
My marriage was falling apart and crumbling,
my spirit was frail and suffering,
my heart was broken in many pieces
and my body keeps stumbling for some odd reason.
Yet you were always there, whispering but I couldn't listen.
 you saw me at my worst, you saw me at my best,
and you loved me with no regrets,
bruised and broken so many times I wanted to end my life
from the kitchen floor where tears filled my eyes
help me dear Lord! was all I could speak in my mind.
yet you were always there, by my side.
as I reached out for you,
you were reaching for me too,
little by little you changed me and I'm no longer feeling blue,
you taught me your ways and taught me to pray
because you were always there, everyday.
It began with little faith in a selfless man,
 who loved me so much for who I am
now I'm certain you will always be with me
as I walk this land holding your hand.

Rosalinda Loy Nov 2016
 


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